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Thursday, April 16, 2009 @ 7:43 PM
proportions i hate the current percentage proportions of our CAP score now, I HATE IT! It sucks ok? What the hell is the school trying to do by increasing CA's percentage while decreasing SA's percentage? TRYING TO KILL US? i am already dying of the current percentages, with practicals so valued in this school. patience is the bloody value i lack, which i will never possess. how do u expect me to sit down there, slowly pouring liquids into others, extracting samples, mashing particles? it just makes me undergo retardation. most importantly, i am pretty clumsy at times, especially at crucial times. practicals and stuff, i realise that my group will always be one of the last, i seriously do not know why. it is just a irritating feeling, with practical's instructions muddled up, and having that freaking patience. it freaks me out now, things have changed for the worse. the very worst. 70%!!! curse the damn system, just because they value the learning journey, they do not need to neglect SA so much rite? i am generally better at SA, applying the knowledge to questions, not so good at applying it. Except for chemistry, this handicapped me totally. Biology i hate practicals with food samples and stuff, while physics is worse. the countless practicals i failed to date, while my marks for SA is unexpectedly high. Chemistry, i agree that it helps quite a great bit. All in all, the odds are against the favours. how i wish they would undo the system... my chemistry paper, i added a one mark due to my persistent arguement. i am sibei despo k? i cant afford to have this subject to ruin my other marks and stain them. to others who got higher than me, you might not feel it, but it ruined my chances, my hopes, my expectations. i am quite pleased with myself being able to snatch back that one mark which belonged to me. it enabled me to at least achieve a meagre B+, which is suckish, but nevertheless appreciated at this juncture, which even 1/2 mark is desperately fought for. |